Nathan Wagner - Introspection

#nathanwagner #introspection #altrock All Songs Written and Produced by Nathan Wagner All Instruments performed by Nathan Wagner SUBSCRIBE:    / @nathanwagner762   PATREON:   / nathanwagner   Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB... DISCORD:   / discord   Here's my second studio album "Introspection." I was inspired by Jungs concept of the conscious self being controlled by the neurosis of the unconscious self until slaying the monster within through "Introspection." Taking time to try understand the roots of the pains and the traumas and the lies they made you believe so you can do your best to heal. To try and rewire your mind back to a healthy place. There's nothing harder. But I believe it's worth it. I love you all so much. I never thought anyone would care to listen. Could not be more grateful. May God bless each and every one of you. Dedicated to my Father, Jeff Wagner. My ambition in life is to be a man like you. Thank you for setting such a good example for me, my brothers, and now our mens group. Hugest thank you to my wife Tiffany, my mother Sarah and my brothers Sam, Zach, Jeremy and Joseph. You believed in me when I couldn't believe in myself. Saw the good in me when I couldn't see it in myself. I owe you everything. Lastly, thank you to my God. My creator. Jesus. The one who inspired each and every song. Everything good I have comes from you. My life is yours. Lyrics: Dreams of my Downfall Drifting through moments then all of the sudden it hits me What if I stumble and all of my world starts to fall The people I love lose respect though they swore they're unwavering Everything crumbles as I'm just here losing it all Hearing these critics they're cheering and saying they hate me Taking my whole life of work and burn it to the ground Was trying to open my heart and they go and betray me Putting a knife in my back without making a sound I could be doing fine perfect life everything is great 'til you take my mind and hypnotize show my world in flames Nowhere to hide from what's inside can't run can't get away Guess one more night of constant fight it always stays the same Won't you let me go I'm crumbling I'm crumbling Fantasizing bout the worst that could be I'm not ready Making decisions preserving what's not even real false prophecies keep on following make me unsteady Just wanna be free of these troublesome dreams let me be I could be doing fine perfect life everything is great Til you take my mind awaken all my memories my mistakes And you hang them high won't let them die control me with my shame Say wait til they can see your darkest parts and run away But you're never right you always lie your promise never comes I'm still standing I'm still breathing having died not from your gun Haven't fallen in the slaughter lost the people that I love You're a liar you're a thief and It's time to give you up Won't you let me go I'm crumbling I'm crumbling Won't you let me go I'm crumbling I'm crumbling My father Please take this thorn Cause I'm bleeding I'm tired and worn Please listen Don't you hear me cry I'm weary I need your light The antihero Look at all this devastation Walk away humiliated Ignorance revived this dormant Beast inside now I can't take it there's Blood on my hands Now this moment is stamped in my Memory, I panic Created catastrophe Can't take it back Now I am who I am My innocence vanquished The criminal awakened Who could save me now? Watch me spiral down I made such a mess of my conscience It's making me nauseous Been drifting so slowly It's takin me fully, oh Who could save me now? This virus is over bearing This trauma is never letting go The darkness it creeps In all of my bеing This monster is taking all control Had no one to listen, no onе to care Everyone acted like I wasn't there Was only a kid How could I forgive? See vengeance will be my only Hope, don't save me now Watch me spiral down I made such a mess of my conscience It's making me nauseous If no one will love me At least they'll feel something, oh Who can save me now? Don't steal my soul Don't steal my soul Don't steal my soul Let me be The Hero Waking up to the sound Sirens screaming aloud So disoriented how'd this happen These buildings are crumbling down Hear everyone panic This monsters gone manic Pray somethin can to turn this around My cities in ruins I'm feeling so useless Can't even get off the ground I'm calling all heroes Legends and stars Anyone listening just open your heart I've gotta do something I wish I were strong enough to see A hero in me All these people they need me But fears got me freezing I can't even get off the floor All these minutes are fleeting More damage he's leaving Don't wanna be a coward anymore