Problematic - In My Mind (Official Music Video)

The Official Music Video For "In my Mind" By 'Problematic' Stream Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5jYUW8... Buy Song On Itunes: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/in-m... Buy On Amazon: https://amazon.com/music/player/album... Buy Merch Here: https://www.problematichiphop.com/shop For Features, Bookings, And Other Inquires Please Email: [email protected] Beat Produced By: Trunxkz Beatz Mixed and Mastered By: Adam Lewis Directed & Produced By: Cindy Nguyen Cover Art: Adam Sonik Curatolo Edited: Cindy Nguyen Problematic - In My Mind Verse 1: I need to laugh a little I’m just going through the motions I’d be stressing on my future that’s how I approach it Still avoiding things that don’t bring comfort so apparent I often wonder what it’d be like to have both my parents My mind a scary place to be my thoughts are so unbalanced I smoke my pain away sobriety has been a challenge It’s not a phase its everyday I’m simply overwhelmed Abandonment has been an issue since I was a child A little hope I’m holding onto but its slowly fading Depression comes in waves and I can feel these walls are caving If you’re not winning in your mind then life is not fulfilling I found my purpose but I still feel like I’m lacking meaning Chorus: I’m wasting away Feeling like I’m six feet under There’s no escape I still hate who I am sober I should be alone what I tell myself Stress is killing me I think I need some help Praying to my God It’s raining all the time Angel vs Demon It’s always in my mind Verse 2: My life is full of empty promises I’m not compliant I look into the mirror its pitiful and so defiant Another year has passed but most days I am just surviving I need some inspiration I don’t see no silver lining Do not get close to me cause if you do you will regret it I’m only holding grief the path I’m on is not angelic Sometimes I think I just got lucky by the grace of God How did I make it here when I was facing all the odds? I need your comfort please I do not need another lecture My mind is dark and grey my demons love to bring me pleasure I’m barely hanging on but fighting till the death of me I need to know that you’ll be there I’m praying on my knees Bridge: My stress is slowly killing me When will it be over? They say that time heals everything But I cannot find closure