heylog - i'm sorry (audio)

produced by heylog support heylog:   / heylog     / heylog     / heylog     / byelog     / itsheylog   https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Jf6p... lyrics: every other june is never hot it's just as cold staying in my house all day my skin could probably mold closing both my drapes and sit in silence while i scroll loving u is hard when i don't love me as a whole mom notices whenever i'm down i point my chin she ask, "is something wrong?" but everytime i always fib people my age are married when i feel like a kid i write all apologies to people on a list so i'm sorry for mistakes i've made i need to watch my tone i'm sorry letting people down u didn't have to go i'm sorry for responding late just tired of my phone and i'm sorry for never smiling but can't u see i'm broke i am out of luck when nothing goes the way i want i wanted ur opinion u didn't have to be so blunt telling u my secrets but u were so wrong to trust everything is hitting now not separate, all at once and it hurts so much in the dirt eating mud let me say it really sucks i'm so close to giving up and i really hate it here this pain is severe i'm so close from disapearing yet again another year there's a reason why i hide my face and my identity people are so curious if i'm young or if i'm 23 searching for the info and my god it just upsets me please just let it go i have a life and i'm not telling show me some respect, there's a point that i'm unknown maybe i dislike my face or maybe i just don't music is my second life and my first is personal finding out the truth u come to realize it just hurts to know i'm sorry for mistakes i've made, i need to watch my tone i'm always letting people down and everytime they go i'm sorry i'm on dnd just tired of my phone and i'm sorry i don't smile, is it clear to u i'm broke i am out of luck when nothing goes the way i want i play out all scenarios but they're too go to trust dodging my own hatred but i always fail to duck every problems hitting me like a million bombs and it hurts so much in the dirt, eating mud let me say it really sucks i'm so close to giving up and i really hate it here this pain is severe i'm this close from disappearing i survive another year