exploring the top end of my parawing in crazy gusts

I know y'all think I'm crazy. I'm not parawinging right. yeah, I get it. I'm waiting for conditions I can make work. my wife says to my kids, you get what you get and you don't get upset. that's the mantra. I wish I could say there were better sessions in the last week... it's been a crazy week! full tilt. happy Halloween everyone btw. I'm tired! :P gear ridden this sesh: 2.9m & 5.1m BRM Parawing 107L v1 Armstrong dw board HA880 foil (set at 9) 79.5cm HM mast 140 dart tail (no shim) 60cm fuse Kaohi double coil grip leash & padded belt (board leash)