Josh A - The Return [Lyrics]

Josh A - The Return [Lyrics] Song: The Return LYRICS: I took a break for way too long, was almost done with rap I took some time to find myself, I'm healing from my past I got issues, I got problems but I'm still intact But I got something on my chest so now I'm comin' back My last album got some hate, they weren't in love with that I put my soul into that project, gave it all I had And now they're sayin' that I suck and my career won't last I know they're chompin' at the bits, that call this new one trash That's alright, that's just the world that we live in now Hatewatching for amusement so, yeah, go ahead gather round At my lowest, ain't laughin' now, used to love, they attacking now Don't get who they impactin' now, everyday thеy harassing now I might relapse, pick the pills up, put a bеat on, start spazzing out Turn to me to be rabid, I'm getting rabid, combative now Yeah like anything I do they'll hate it, don't even matter Feels like it's me against the world, jump out the plane, yeah, I'm crashing out This my passion, I'm only fallin' off right into madness Yeah I was gone, but I'm done bein' passive Spit like a gun with illegal attachments, I'm done No more tryin' for the ones that don't like me, done with the industry they couldn't buy me Now I'm just doin' what I wanna do and I still stay climbin' And all my real fans, they know what's up, and I'm still here so focused up, still cookin' tracks till' they're overdone Kill everybody opposin' us Still in the lab, there's no closin' up and I don't stop 'till it's dope enough Like four years I been sobered up, I'm locked in and I'm loaded up I feel like I'm runnin' outta patience People talkin' down and I won't take it I got something special I won't waste it I just don't compare to what they're saying 'Cause I know who I am and I know who I'm not They say that I can't but I know what I got Guess I'll do this all again, no matter what the cost Throw my middle fingers up every time I drop It's probably my own doin' lettin' this get to me But push, push, push, push, came to shove so now that's history It's one thing if you just don't feel what I been droppin' This don't apply to you, I'm talkin' 'bout borderline stalking They spreadin' lies, they spreadin' rumors, man I just don't see the humor Always growin' like a tumor, got my mental in the sewer While they hide behind computers, they critique all my maneuvers They don't realize who I'm datin' needs consent from all my viewers I'm not that type of rapper they don't understand Like I don't walk around and do things just because I can I don't put my life online to try to get more fans Being famous just ain't something that is in my plans So let me get right back to business, I'm an artist I don't fit in, with celebrities or gossip or what's trendin' This my passion, this my focus, this my magnum, this my opus This the point where I turn my middle finger, to everyone in showbiz Everybody talk too much, all those gimmicks are not enough I feel like digma, the way when I show up, you know that I'm killin' whatever I touch Back to back, but it ain't no rush, I'll drop a classic, don't call my bluff I'm provin' 'em wrong and I'm lovin' the rush, I can't believe they all bought that junk They talk too much, they stalk too much No life so they pry on mine, they all parasocial, it's crazy Attack the people who like my songs and paint them out like they glazing Y'all grow up and grew out the music but y'all still somehow try to blame me They pissed about it, so attack me but they the ones who one-eighty'd But this is my return, I just don't care anymore I got some brand new trauma weighin' on me, shakin' my core Now all that negativity is at the bottom of my list of things that hurt me everyday, that make it hard for me to live So sit and back and welcome to the show, if you love me if you hate me I don't care man, I'm afloat, I just gotta get this outta me, man it's weighin' on my soul And if I vent about my pain, then maybe someone else will see they're not alone