Fruits Basket 「AMV」Already enough ᴴᴰ 4K

I have a lot to say.. believe me I’ll wait till I’m ready cuz I have a lot to mention right here. Meanwhile please know you’re always ENOUGH and share this with anyone who needs it, I wish I used other characters but honestly I ran out of storage and didn’t have the episodes ready xD. I have a miserable cold and I’m surprised I even managed this please stay well, sending you warm blessings ♥️♥️♥️ My story (don’t read if you are sensitive please don’t say I didn’t warn you) I wanted to do it…. I wanted it all to STOP! How do I define life at times..? Very simple. Imagine breaking glass (seems easy right?) and then walking on those broken shards. The excruciating pain of getting past each day. Honestly I was accustomed to this numbness where I almost became emotionless. I lost my passion,enjoyment, you name it. I had no interest in anything. I used to love editing but due to my previous channel being snatched from me I fell into a void. Editing wasn’t so hard for me then at least… especially with all my edits (xD) Aside from that I suffered countless issues which I can finally say since right now I can’t bear it anymore. I suffer from depression, anxiety, paranoia and have a severe case of panic attacks during these tough times (especially at night) Overtime I endured loneliness that’s where I couldnt and still can’t trust anyone, regardless of what they say and perhaps do. My health deteriorated so much that I almost ended up self-harming and though I’m usually lazy with such actions my urges to do it increase each passing day. I wonder why I’m alive…… the agony I go through. What is this edit you may ask? It’s a piece of shi-… ummm I mean… okay you got me. This edit is my only source of relief during these painful moments. The lyrics in this song is so God-given (I’m in such awe xDDDDD) I made this edit for gratitude sake. So many people have been there for me and yet I feel numb towards it, I swear I’m not oblivious but I’m not ideal with responses either. I’m glad I could help you all by actually making this edit I forced myself to finish and even confirmed through a post. It seems not many people understand my perspective. This isn’t me victimising myself trust me I don’t feel any better xD I am grateful to live and do appreciate the things I receive but this numb state occurs to me frequently and I’m paranoid of the fact it may consume me in the process. I am grateful once again to you all who heard me during my painful moments, to those of you who listened to me and allowed me a chance to listen to you as well. I love returning favours as well as receiving them it makes things feel .. well… less one sided y’know. So this edit is simply me kicking all my problems in the b*lls, stating that I am already enough, however I wish to spread the message since I really love this song. I mean come on a song with good lyrics that sounds good at the same time .. is pretty rare I ain’t lying xDDDDD I feel like I am gradually feeling better letting this out. Thank you so much for reading if you have already, and please please pleaseeeeeee remember you’re ALWAYS ENOUGH! If someone refuses f*ck them and their opinions! Own your life own your decisions and OWN YOUR THOUGHTS! Even if it’s easier said than done, remember you have to be alive to do all of these things (which you already are) secretly proud of their words!___ uhhhmmm okay so umm.. I am writing this like.. abnormally but that’s because I’m so comfortable here look I can be silly tooo beheheuehehehehsjsjsj. Okay I’m done now geeeez xDDDD My emotions can spiral out of control but I always truly mean it when I say this… Have a good day:)