i'm sorry;

Nobody will watch this. I'm sure most of my followers have abandoned me by now seeing as I haven't been active in the least bit. A lot of things have happened since my last upload. December 26th I was involved in a car accident. I survived, uninjured for the most part. But my outlook on life was changed completely. I realized that my life could be taken from me at any given moment. I knew that this was a warning to me that I wasn't living my life to the fullest potential, that I was sort of, just, gliding through it, not caring where it was taking me. This video is the result of me looking back on some past memories and deciding that I have a lot to be thankful for- but that I've also lost many important things. I never really knew just how fragile my life was until now. And it wasn't only the car wreck that caused this sudden awareness- it was also the many tribulations I had to face afterwards that truly made me realize that I was doing myself wrong by not trying harder to change my old habits. This is also probably one of my last equine related uploads. I no longer have anyone that comes out to take video of me anymore, which is understandable. I've reached the age where all of my friends are getting married and moving away. I guess I should be too, but I'm too afraid to move on. I suppose it's natural for someone like me who thrives on nostalgia. I am still a filmmaker, however. So you will see content from me at some point or another (I am working on a short film that I will upload to here). One more year of college and I will be let loose into the professional world. Maybe someday I'll get to meet some of you. I will possibly be uploading some more horse related video that I have shot of other people, but as for my own riding goes you probably won't see much more of that. You can keep up with my horses and my work by following me on instagram:   / katiearnzen   Also like my photography page to keep up with my photography and videography.   / 438830559535767