Inner Pain

Intro- Ain’t no silence in my mind, just the echoes when you left, Every breath feel heavy, like I’m drowning in regret, Tried to hold it all together, but I’m cracking at the seams, Now I’m wide awake, cryin’ in the middle of my dreams, Chorus- All these tears fallin’, yeah they mixin with the rain, Tryna wash away your memory, but it’s stuck inside my brain, Heart broken into pieces, I been feelin’ that strain, But I’m rebuildin’ from the dirt, turnin’ loss into gain, Yeah it hurt, I won’t lie, I was caught up in your flame, Now I’m healin’ every scar, turnin’ hurt into my name, Verse 1- Crashed out emotions, I was lost in devotion, You was poison in a bottle, I was sippin’ the potion, Every promise that you gave turned to dust in the air, Now I’m starin’ at the ceilin, wishin’ you was still there, You took my trust, left a void I can’t repair, Now I’m fightin’ all these demons, I’m gaspin’ for air, I was buildin’ us a future, had a ring in my thoughts, You was plottin’ on escape while I was tying the knots, Now I’m haunted by your ghost in every step that I take, i learned the hard way, love ain’t always what it make, Bridge- I done cried all night, had to face my reflection, Every scar tell a story, every tear a confession, Had to learn how to stand when my heart was collapsin’, Turned my pain into power, now my soul steady rappin’, Verse 2- Elevated from the ashes, now I’m buildin’ my throne, All that love I gave to you, now I’m givin’ my own, Every lesson that you taught me carved in deep like a stone, Now I’m stronger in my spirit, I ain’t never alone, Used to beg for your attention, now I’m guardin’ my peace, Cut the chains off my heart, finally feelin’ release, You was a chapter in my life, not the end of my book, Now I’m writin’ better pages, yeah just take a look, Turned the pain into purpose, made the hurt into gold, Now my story ‘bout survival, yeah it gotta be told, Chorus- All these tears fallin’, yeah they mix with the night, Tryna find my way back, tryna make it feel right, Heart broke pieces, but I’m holdin’ ‘em tight, Turned my darkness into fuel, now I’m chasin’ the light, Yeah it cut real deep, had to learn how to fight, Now I’m winnin’ every battle, I’m reclaimin’ my life, Outro- Gave you all of me, you left me in the cold, Had to warm my own soul, had to learn to be bold, Inner pain turned a boy to a man made of steel, Now I rise from the heartbreak, finally startin’ to heal.