Euphoria x Mac Miller - Someone Like You (+1.00)

2022/06/26: 04:00 Someone Like You It’d been more than a year since I last spoke to you but I got to your house at 12 in the morning and then we talked for hours as if no time had passed between us at all. I missed the way we understood each other. I wondered if you’d missed me the way that I had missed you. I couldn’t figure out how someone like you existed but I was just so happy. A couple hours had passed and we had planned to sleep through the trip. “My anxiety meds make me giggly and sleepy so we can just take some of those.” “Pfft- what??” On the bottle it read ‘10mg Hydroxyzine’. “Hm. sounds good.” Later, in the car I take about 5 pills with a swig of red wine and within 10 minutes a wave of giggly dizziness crashes onto me. I couldn’t tell what was going on but I just couldn’t be bothered. You had me listen to your playlist and this one song came on. I didn’t know what song it was but recognizing Mac Miller’s voice briefly brought me into lucidity. My body levitated with the soundscape as I stared out the car window, admiring the Dallas scenery at 4AM. Floating? Giggling? Crying? I couldn’t choose. I was just too out of it, but also too into it all to process or think about anything. My body may as well have been hanging out the car window in a trance, staring at the city lights while I pondered if you had introduced me to this song on purpose. Music: Someone Like You - Mac Miller (+1.00 semitones) clips from Euphoria - Sam Levinson Editing done by me