An Audible Experience of Senile Dementia: Complete Edition

Timestamps: Part 1: Shattering News Of Horror 00:00:00 Y1[01] Something Grand Is Ending 00:04:35 Y1[02] The Self Realization Of Something Wrong 00:08:36 Y1[03] Something Is Wrong 00:11:35 Y1[04] I Can Only Hope Something Isn't Wrong 00:15:04 [EVENT: ALZHEIMER'S DIAGNOSIS] Y1[05] My Universe Crumbled In Two 00:19:15 Y1[06] A Faded Picture Of A Dear Old Friend 00:23:06 Y1[07] Life Couldn't Become So Blue 00:27:25 Y1[08] Perhaps It's Only Temporary Part 2: Efforts Made For The Future Of You 00:30:10 Y1[09] Denial Rising Just As The Sun 00:34:09 Y1[10] No Matter What Happens Dear I'll Still Love You Forever And Ever 00:38:57 Y1[11] I Mourn For Reasons I Can't Explain 00:43:21 Y1[12] Nostalgia From A Decade Not Even Close To Passing 00:44:39 Y1[13] Outer Bands Of A Great Internal Storm 00:46:06 Y1[14] The Rain Falls Softly 00:50:23 Y1[15] An Odd Feeling Of Tiredness 00:54:14 Y1[16] An Aching Struggle To Recall Begins 00:59:15 Y1[17] The First Moment Of Pure Confusion Part 3: Why Won't You Just Surrender? 01:00:37 Y2[18] Grand Memories That Never Could Be 01:03:41 Y2[19] It's Not Fair… It Hurts… 01:06:54 Y2[20] Outer Bands Wanting To Stop 01:09:31 Y2[21] Toxic Positivity 01:13:45 Y2[22] I'm Fine 01:18:59 Y2[23] She Seemed So Familiar She Just Couldn't Say Goodbye 01:22:48 Y2[24] Bewildered Losses Beginning To Bloom 01:26:22 Y2[25] Why Is It Cloudy Why Is That Worse 01:28:07 Y2[26] Just Give Me One More Chance Part 4: First Signs Of Bewildering Memories 01:31:24 Y2[27] Past Being Blue 01:32:17 Y2[28] A Shifting Mood Begins To Take Root 01:37:26 Y2[29] The Stars And Moon Came Near To Me 01:39:58 Y2[30] What Do You Know 01:44:43 Y2[31] Forcing Positivity 01:46:07 Y2[32] I Would Stand By The River With You In My Arms 01:50:33 Y2[33] Time Passes By And Is Lost Forever 01:53:51 Y2[34] It's Not Temporary It Won't Stop 01:56:22 Y2[35] You're Still In My Memory 02:00:46 Y2[36] Something… Something Is Near… Part 5: Pieces Of Self Burn And Burn 02:01:42 Y3[37] More Than Just Memory Loss 02:03:50 Y3[38] I'll Be All Alone 02:05:13 Y3[39] Ever Of Thee Dreams 02:09:55 Y3[40] Dwindling Positivity 02:13:46 Y3[41] Alas, Nothing Is Forever 02:17:56 Y3[42] Dreams That I've Dreamed Like Magic Crumble Beneath Me 02:20:24 Y3[43] Elusive Midnight 02:23:49 Y3[44] I Can't Let Go 02:25:23 Y3[45] I Have To Let Go 02:26:52 Y3[46] Just A Little Faded Flower 02:28:09 Y3[47] You're Still In My Memory Part 6: Confusion Unraveling 02:32:02 Y3[48] Landfall 02:36:50 Y3[49] False Became True 02:39:54 Y3[50] That One Night A Fond Feeling 02:40:36 Y3[51] A Beautiful Memory Blissfully Shattered 02:41:51 Y3[52] Embers Of Hope, Away They Go… Snuffed Out… 02:45:01 Y3[53] I Don't Know If I Should Cry 02:47:43 Y3[54] Joyful And Ripped Reality 02:48:57 Y3[55] It Goes Like… 02:50:30 Y3[56] The Final True Like Yesterday Recall Event 02:55:11 Y3[57] All Joyful Rupture 02:59:19 Y3[58] Goodbye… Goodbye… Goodbye… Part 7: everything unraveling 03:02:29 Y4[59] The Mind Begins To Surrender 03:05:39 Y4[60] Short Term Memory Loss 03:06:35 Y4[61] It Was You… It Was You… It Was Me 03:09:10 Y4[62] Loss Of Importance From A Day Such As This 03:12:20 Y4[63] I Still Love You 03:13:15 Y4[64] The Something Of Wrong Thought Of Wrong 03:14:55 Y4[65] I Am Only What You Make Me 03:20:01 Y4[66] All Burning Away 03:22:10 Y4[67] And Then You Were Gone Y4[68] Moments Of Importance Appear And Disappear Y4[69] Rotting Flowers Sublime Ache Y4[70] The Credits Roll. Starring and, and, and me. Part 8: The nothing of wrong 03:33:13 Y4[71] Middle Stage Alzheimer's Corruptions Y4[72] Vast Sea Of Fog Y4[73] Such A Blissful Dream Y4[74] Rambling On Pure Hopelessness Y4[75] Deep Alterations Of Self Y4[76] And You Appeared For A Moment Y4[77] I Saw You And My Heart Stopped Beating Y4[78] My Lead Trains With Bright Blue Paint Y4[79] I Awake With A Smile Y4[80] It's A Joly Day Y4[81] Heavily Altered Y4[82] Fading Fading Fading Fading Y4:83] If Only Forgotten and I can do Part 9:: Middle Stage Alzheimer's Memory Entanglements 04:01:24 Y5[84] Camaraderie Camaraderie Chamaradwreh Y5[85] Y5[86] Hurting All Over All The Time All Over Again Y5[87] Memory Entanglements Y5[88] Why ache Y5[89] Part 10 Middle Stage Alzheimer's confusions 04:31:30 Y5[90] Slowly Dying In Old Confused Eyes Y5[91] Memory Entanglements Part 11: Late Stage Alzheimer's Temporal Lobe Entanglements 05:02:30 Y6[92] Late Stage Alzheimer's Temporal Lobe Entanglements Part 12: Late Stage Alzheimer's Advanced Temporal Lobe Entanglements 05:32:30 Y6[93] Late Stage Alzheimer's Advanced Temporal Lobe Entanglements Part 13: Late Stage Alzheimer's Neural Decay Into Emptiness 06:02:30 Y7[94] Late Stage Alzheimer's Neural Decay Into Emptiness Part 14: End Stage Alzheimer's 06:32:30 Y7[95] End Stage Alzheimer's: Death