ULTRAKILL (Round 2: Violence Against Multi-Level Malarkey)

You know, I wanted to come home from work last night to do another round of a livestream. Instead, I had to process a very socially exhausting conversation that asked me many questions I was not prepared to answer. Despite my confusion, despite my reservations for voicing my concerns, and despite not knowing what it was about this conversation, I couldn't help but detect something bullshit about the proposal. So I politely bought myself some time, mulled it over for the evening, and I think I detest MLMs even more now preying on people's guillibility and vulnerabilities. To process these thoughts, I feel like blowing shit up in Ultrakill while having fun is the most cathartically correct answer here. The other big questions will come with time for me to answer, but not by following down this path laid before me. I was reminded of a level in Ultrakill with the following lines: "Just as the deepest, darkest depths of despair can overthrow reason and the logical, warping them to fit into that haze of depression, so too can reason influence and overpower emotion, regardless of how impenetrable its defences may seem." "By continually forcing to subvert those creeping negative thoughts with the positive logical ones, the emotional mind will eventually, slowly, gradually start to shape to fit the logical." "It is not an easy job." "It is not a quick job." "It will sometimes feel like an impossible job." "However, it can be done." "With an immense amount of time, effort and energy, it will improve." "You can change." "You can heal." "And during the hardest times, when all seems lost and you want to give up, never forget..." "We will always love you." General rules: 1) Tone: General, open conversations either about the game and/or relevant topics going on during the stream. 2) (+18 only in chat, please) I will have some +18 jokes and antics every now and then, but nothing shown will be NSFW territory. 3) If questions are too personal, I reserve the right to decline to answer them. No reason has to be given. 4) Be civil and courteous to your fellow yappers. If you disagree with me, feel free to speak your mind. I encourage healthy discourse from all sides of a debate. 5) Spoilers are not allowed, and backseat gaming is permitted if I am confused with something for too long and I explicitly ask chat for help. 6) No soliciting or spamming messages in chat, and any inquires about business-related matters on this channel can be emailed to [email protected]. 7) Don’t worry if I talk back and forth with myself. This is how my brain regulates and ruminates on thoughts, and the experience lets me focus better than if I quietly kept it all bottled up in my noggin—plus, as you can see, I have a lot of fun yapping. 8) I have Ghost Chat enabled on two platforms, so I'll try to keep up. If I’m in the middle of a stream of conscious thought, I might take a few extra seconds to finish my point before responding. 9) Finally, I have no idea what I'm doing for the most part, but let's have fun with it. I’ll try to prune any remaining loopholes with time. :) The artwork used for this livestream thumbnail comes from Panchoru on YCH Comisshies. My streaming avatar is an officially private avatar from Cloud1516(VRChat)/Cloud Husky (Social Media)/Cloud Husky Productions (Telegram). This new model uses the Fennix Ultimate Remix base model and I have purchased the OG Fennix VR Chat model by Tosca's VR works too. I've also asked for express permission if I can stream with it, and I got the artist's green light. This Universal beanie accessory comes from Meaty / Lunar Array on Jinxxy from this link: https://jinxxy.com/LunarArray/BeanieHair