突然男になった姉、弟の正直な気持ちを聞いてみた。【LGBTQ】【カミングアウト】

Coming Out Video to My Mother ▶︎   • 男になりたいと伝えた娘、母の正直な気持ちを聞いてみた。【LGBTQ】【カミングアウト】   This time, following on from my mother, I asked my brother how it felt to go from female to male, from older sister to older brother. Honestly, I was super nervous. The parts where I'm laughing are basically just me trying to avoid the question, or at least laughing. The reason I was nervous was because it was the first time I'd told my brother directly that I'd changed gender from female to male and that I have gender identity disorder. But he knew about it because he'd seen my YouTube videos. And it's been about five years since I changed gender, and about four years since I started sharing on YouTube, but he'd never asked me about it until now. I realized it was my brother's kindness. But I'd taken it for granted. Coming out in front of so many people, in a place where I don't know who's watching, might seem like someone who's gotten over the past, someone who's gotten over it. But that's not the case at all. My family consists of four people, including my dad, mom, younger brother, and me. I couldn't even bring myself to tell those three family members, and this was the first time I told my brother. No matter how much time passes, coming out is still scary and intimidating to talk about yourself. I'm not bragging or anything, but I'm sure, maybe, just thinking about the number of people I've come out to, it's quite a lot. But even so, it's so nerve-wracking and scary that I'm sure it's someone I'm telling for the first time who's feeling like their heart is going to vomit. But I want to tell the people I want to tell, because I want them to know the real me. A quote from drag queen Vaggie: "I come out because I want to imagine a future with that person." I absolutely agree. I'm sure my brother would have continued to treat me the same way even if I had never spoken to him directly. But by talking to him, I learned things he'd experienced and thought that I hadn't known about before. I'm glad I found out. At the same time, I feel sorry. What I just told my brother. Was this the "right" or the "wrong" answer? I don't think it really matters now. I think I'll feel glad I told him about it as I go through life. "Live true to yourself." It seems simple, but it's actually quite difficult. Like what you like, dislike what you dislike. But maybe just a little, just a little, I should try to live more honestly with my feelings than I did yesterday? I'd be happy if this video could inspire you to do just that. Kanata Kimoto ▶︎   / @かなたいむさぶ   Kanata Twitter ▶︎  / kanata_kimoto   Instagram ▶︎  / kanata_1023   Kanata Kimoto merchandise available here ▶︎https://suzuri.jp/kanatime Business inquiries ▶︎[email protected] Address for sending letters and gifts 5F Shimizu Building, 2-31-20 Ikejiri, Setagaya-ku, Tokyo 154-0001 To: Kanata Kimoto *We do not accept perishables, hazardous materials, cash, etc. *Please address all mail to "Kanata Kimoto." If mail is sent under a different name, it may be returned. Thank you for your understanding. Former Girl, LGBTQ, Transgender, FTM Gender Identity Disorder, Gender Reassignment Surgery, Sex Change ※Full video with captions and subtitles #LGBTQ #ComingOut #FormerGirl I asked my older sister and younger brother about their honest feelings after suddenly becoming men. [LGBTQ] [Coming Out]