doing things "badly" | BJD Chit Chat

Recently I've found myself trapped, feeling like nothing in the hobby particularly feels fun or worth doing because I just want to get to the end result. I'm not doing things because I want to experience it, but because I want something at the end. And so I've not played with my dolls much for the last 2-3 months because I didn't want to feel like I *should*, if that makes sense. A few days ago, stumbling into Gorillaz got me feeling curious to try something on my doll, and hey? something? happens? Today's chit chat is not an end product, but a process. It takes a while but I do reach some insightful thoughts for myself at the end of today's chit chat (lol). Let me know if you have felt something like this too, and how it was like. I don't think I'm the only one feeling this in a hobby hah... More BJD Chit Chat videos ➥    • BJD | Chit Chat   More of Vye (My Dear Boy Hobin) ➥    • Vye (My Dear Boy Hobin)   --- Support my videos on Ko-Fi! ❖ https://ko-fi.com/cian1675 ❖ Instagram ❖   / cian1675   ❖ Tumblr ❖   / cian1675