sorry [vent]

What is the fucking point of working my life away if my only friends leave for different jobs and i dont have time to hang out with them because im working. Im sick of telling my friends every weekend that i have to work. I shouldnt have to ask off constantly just to get a weekend off. God forbid someone else has to work this weekend instead of calvin, god forbid calvin doesnt work 5 shifts a week, god forbid calvin hangs out with his friends and god forbid calvin has off a weekend that he didnt ask for. Im tired of staying late im tired of covering im tired of working i never get enough free time so i stay up late then fuck over my sleep schedule