Begonia - My Fantasy Life (Official Video)

"My Fantasy Life " by Begonia From the album Fantasy Life, out October 24 on Birthday Cake Records. Follow All Things Begonia Here - https://laylo.com/begonia Listen to the album now! https://lnk.to/fantasylife Video Credits: Director and Concept Designer - Gwen Trutnau Art Director - Seth Woodyard Scenic Painter/Set Decorator - Melissa Smigelski Camera - Brad Crawford, Quan Luong, Kristiane “ The Eye “ Church Camera Assistant - Dylan Baillie Swing - Brian Langlotz Puppeteer and Art Dept - Abby Falvo and Lar Simms Costume Assistant - Claire Trutnau Editor - Mike Maryniuk CC - Brad Crawford Hair by Kitty Bernes Makeup and Nails by Rachel Lynne Jones Begonia Wardrobe by  Adrianne Hill Song Credits: Written by Begonia and deadmen Produced and engineered by deadmen Executively produced by Begonia Recorded at: Effie Street Studios, Los Angeles, CA and No Fun Club, Winnipeg, MB Mixed by: Matt Peters Mastered by: Kristian Montano Lyrics: Hard to admit I’ve been struggling for years To gain some imagined respect from my peers While living a life that a younger me only could dream of and now that i’m here Sometimes I get caught in the light Focus on whether i’m wrong or i’m right Wake up cold sweat in the night Tell myself To remember I Ya I live my fantasy life I give it all every night I don’t know if I can stop Nothing I can do to top The fantasy My fantasy life I hack and I spit Stare out my window for hours I sit Been nominated to shit Scroll till my nervous system (it) shatters to bits My head is full of rage But then I get out on the stage And I live the life that I have always dreamed of some dreams change some last forever and once I saw beyond my pleasure shit got dark too dark too see lost myself in fantasy turned myself into a worm under dirt And unconcerned No eyes to see impending doom Fed the flowers Felt the bloom I live my fantasy life I give it all every night I don’t know if I can stop Nothing I can do to top The fantasy My fantasy life My fantasy life… And I live my fantasy life I give it all every night I don’t know if I can stop Nothing I can do to top The fantasy My fantasy life