Cigarette #38 - Starving Artist.

In this cigarette, I open up about my struggles with content creation, art, aesthetics, and finding the right direction for my YouTube journey. These over-analyzations led me down a path of procrastination, disappointment, and a disrupted self-image. While this video may not yet embody the bold, polarizing content I aspire to create, the process of putting my energy into it has helped me refine my vision and move closer to clarity. A new camera? A new editing technique? A new cameraman? What could help me lift my finger into the bliss of a creative environment? Perhaps, It could be something within that needs to fall back on track. After giving it long thought, I came to the conclusion that documenting these struggles is within itself a form of “LIFESTYLEPORN™”, Documenting my journey through despair, anger, ambition, anxiety, fears, frustrations, Etc. — zeroroman ® Other titles: Psychological Warfare.