THIS (HURTS) / SynthV Original Ft. Sheena / Mai / Yuma

Characters are Maike (left, she/it) and Kellen (right, he/she) said on tumblr this was full-effort that was kind of a lie this took me less than 2 days to make start to finish. i drew the art and then the melody came to me like a lightbulb atop my head and i immediately want to make the song. it is a little bit ass and at times it is intentional and at times it is not and that is my trick. you cannot tell which is which. lyrics: long ago lived a horrid girl in a broken room with broken toys she'd play a game write a story where she'd be okay, still be safe long ago lived a broken girl in a horrid room with horrid toys she'd cower then from their pity while she left her purity out to rot all through the years she'd wait for when she finally felt safe, sound and secure maybe one more week, maybe one more year and she'd find her cure led by a helping hand she finds security in orders uttered standing upon a ground made of shaky crowds and a drive to hurt tell me what to say what to be what to do and think I am no machine but I'd like to be free of this overwhelming dread dizziness and insanity all 'cuz I was told that it's fine to be free of this self-control and feeling that I can't continue on without a hand to guide me down paths I'd never choose to walk on my own I'm still lost in her head a boy made of contemplation telling her that she should run away, run away in my head a city of isolation telling me that I should keep her safe, keep her safe I can't see my future near me I can't see my past behind me I can't live within this terror We can't live or die together long ago lived a horrid girl (I can't see my future near me) play a game write a story (I can't see my past behind me) long ago lived a broken girl (I can't live within this terror) cower then from their pity (We can't live or die together) while she left her purity out to rot all through the years he'd wait for something anything that's better than this hurt maybe one more week, maybe one more year and he'll be okay led by his own two hands he finds security through condemnation standing upon a ground made of all he's found that'd make him hurt let me be unknown on my own this is all I have crushing ecstasy so to try to be free of this horror so unfound that had found something even worse nothing ever works can I try to be free of this? tell me what to say I don't know what to do or think I don't want to die I just want to be free of this never let me hurt let me be I don't know at all running round in circles to try to be free of this chains, they bind me to the other body that hurts like me in every other way in an ideal world we'd live together as one but I'm still lost long ago lived a horrid girl in a broken room with broken toys she'd play a game write a story where she'd be okay, still be safe long ago lived a broken girl in a horrid room with horrid toys she'd cower then from their pity while she left her purity out to rot ~~~~~~~~~ inst: https://www.mediafire.com/file/4svl6e... soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/skreya/this-hu...