كنت مدمنة أني أخس | مع مايان السيد | الحلقة 253

“I just had a feeling that I wanted to hurt myself.” Egyptian actress Mayan El Sayed, renowned for her roles in hit series like Ka’eno Embareh, Harb Ahlia, and Newton's Cradle alongside stars like Mona Zaki, Youssra, and Ahmed El Saadany strips away her on-screen persona to reveal the painful reality of hitting absolute rock bottom under the pressure of fame. Behind the scenes, the 28-year-old rising star was fighting a quiet war against childhood discipline trauma, severe body image struggles, online bullying, and a recent diagnosis of ADHD. She sits down for an emotionally raw, transparent conversation sharing her inspiring path to recovery from severe clinical depression and dangerous unprescribed weight-loss pills to finding total peace, parenthood forgiveness, and choosing unconditional self-love. #ABtalks is a YouTube interview show hosted by Anas Bukhash that shines a spotlight on the raw side of celebrities, influencers, and achievers as human beings. Produced by: @bukhashbrothers Website: https://www.abtalks.ae | Buy the Card Game: https://shop.abtalks.ae/ _____ 00:00 - Introduction 03:25 - How are you really doing? 07:38 - Why were you scared to come on the show? 10:55 - How was your childhood? 21:27 - Why were you different at home and school? 33:58 - What's your opinion on bad parenting? 42:58 - How'd you become an actor? 59:21 - What is the biggest lesson you learned from fame? 1:13:11 - What is the relationship between fame and your mind? 1:23:14 - What is your experience with love? 1:34:30 - White Card Questions 1:48:41 - #ABtalks Card Game 1:54:34 - What are you afraid of? 1:59:27 - What's the hardest phase you've been through in your life? 2:01:47 - What do your siblings mean to you? 2:09:48 - What would your final words to your loved ones be? 2:18:42 - Mayan in One Word _____ Follow #ABtalks: Instagram:   / abtalks   Facebook:   / anasbukhash   Threads: https://www.threads.net/@abtalks Twitter:   / abtalks   LinkedIn:   / abtalks   TikTok:   / abtalks   Snapchat:   / tclbhtxn   Follow Anas Bukhash: Instagram:   / anasbukhash   Facebook:   / anasbukhash   TikTok:   / anasbukhash   Snapchat:   / anasbukhash   Threads: https://www.threads.net/@anasbukhash X:   / anasbukhash   Website: http://anasbukhash.com/ Follow Mayan El Sayed: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mayanelsaye... TikTok:   / mayanelsayed   Facebook:   / mayanlsayed   Threads: https://www.threads.com/@mayanelsayed YouTube:    / @mayanelsayed-   _____ All opinions and views expressed on the show represent the sole opinions and views of the participants involved and do not necessarily reflect or represent those of #ABtalks or its associated companies. Any tampering of this video's content is prohibited.