losing my mom

hi guys, i’m sorry this is so late at night. I was just nervous to post since this is the most raw i’ve ever been. but I was told that if sharing my story helps with even one person, then it’s worth it. I want to be real with you guys so here it is, me showing my thoughts and emotions and how i’m trying to cope I love y’all and can’t thank you enough for the support, especially now.