Удобная или любимая? Нарциссическая травма хорошей девочки

"I can only be loved for what I can give." Sound familiar? As someone with narcissistic injury, I lived with this feeling for a long time and didn't even notice how it affected everything. My relationships, my blog, how I show up and how I hide. In this vlog, I talk about: — the shame of being myself — avoiding intimacy and contact — the desire to be valuable through usefulness — the real cost of creativity This video is about learning to live an ordinary life and allowing yourself to be imperfect. 🔗 My projects: 🪴 "At Your Own Pace" Club — https://undergirlskin.com/club 📖 "Live at Your Own Pace" Book — https://undergirlskin.com/book 🧠 Consultations and Therapy — https://undergirlskin.com/therapy 🌸 "Deva Marina" Telegram Channel — https://t.me/undergirlskin 📷 Instagram —   / undergirlskin   (Meta is recognized as an extremist organization in the Russian Federation) ⏰ Timestamps: 0:00 - Why was I ashamed to blog? 0:49 - Enjoying the everyday as therapy 2:35 - "You need to be useful to be needed" 4:47 - About the "At Your Own Tempo" club 6:12 - Finding recognition through creativity 8:53 - Singing my own song 11:00 - Wanted to be an artist, but became a blogger 11:36 - Making Easter cake from puff pastry 13:23 - Social media and the desire to be seen 15:05 - Snapshots from life: Walking around the city in pajamas and relaxing after a difficult period 17:00 - "I'm not around others": How I found my place on stage 19:22 - How I rejected others to avoid being rejected 21:40 - About being undervalued on a blog 23:00 - From emptiness to the desire to be at the center of my life 25:20 - About the soul of an artist 26:00 - Going to visit celebrate Easter with friends