Ethel Cain - Half-Cocked ( Slowed & Reverb )

Lyrics [Verse 1] Sunday morning and I’m wasted Had too much to drink again Preacher’s saying God will save me If God is real, He’s a fucking bitch [Verse 2] Tell my baby that I love her But, right now, mama’s gotta go I didn’t ask to be this crazy But since we’re here, I’ll give them a show [Verse 3] Always run from the best of them But I’ll fall for a piece of shit Half-cocked ’cause he’s not a big boy And I don’t wanna know that half of him [Verse 4] If you try to hurt me, I won’t stop you But there’s something you should know It’s that my daddy’s fucking crazy And always ready to blow [Verse 5] The first boy I ever loved Was a brother I never had I thought, with him, maybe I’d make it Maybe it’d be half as bad [Verse 6] Spеnt my nights under the covers Just wishing hе was there Draw his portrait in my diary Just to hold when I got scared [Verse 7] Now I’m fucked up and I’m nasty But they say I make it look good I don’t do what my mama told me I just do what my mama would [Verse 8] I don’t starve ’cause I hate my body I just starve ’cause I’m fucking broke And on my mama, I hate this country America is a fucking joke [Verse 9] What’s gonna scare me when I’ve seen it all? Been too sick to walk, so I had to crawl When you leave, turn off the light I leave my door open at night [Verse 10] To be strung out and still be stone cold To reach the end, but never close to old I don’t feel good, but I don’t wanna cry If I can’t live, can I just fucking die?