june.15.twenty20six (prod @finewaynomap )

i remember when i used to dream when i used to feel and though it's slowly fading i could tell it's real i remember nights where i felt so safe and though it's in the past it's still comforting me what we used to be still resides in me and what was once our dreams is my reality so hold my hands and come with me let's try to dance i've been practicing and i've learned alot from how u d*maged me and i've learned to block and dodge everything words do not h*rt not anymore i've grown accustomed to being on the floor and i've grown attached to the sc*rs you've left i'm like a psych*path when it's about my dea*h so i've planned it out all in my head and from what i've found it'll be alright there's a sense of peace from within the light as it fades to black i can start to rest as it fades to black i release my breath i remember when i used to dream when i used to feel and though it's slowly fading i could tell it's real i remember nights where i felt so safe and though it's in the past it's still comforting me what we used to be still resides in me and what was once our dreams is my reality i remember what emotions are i tried forgetting but it's way too hard my liver hurts and i'm coughing blo*d my kidneys laugh as the walls pulsate i guess this is pa*n in it's purest form i guess this is love in a twisted way i find it suitable as i'm alone today it's not unusual this is just my brain