guardin - ditch [Lyrics / AMV]

Discord (Join the community):   / discord   Submit your songs: https://bitekivibes.com/submissions/ Spotify Playlists: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3Kz... https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2bh... Stream guardin "ditch": Soundcloud:   / ditch   Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0qeyn0... Support guardin:   / guardinmusic     / astralagenda     / guardin   https://open.spotify.com/artist/6zqcG... Anime: Yesterday wo Utatte Sing "Yesterday" for Me Biteki:   / bitekivibes     / bitekivibes     / bitekivibes     / bitekivibes   Lyrics: f*ck my life f*ck my health you don't care so i'll go f*ck myself f*ck this job f*ck this car every song that i write just coexists with a scar and i've got paragraphs about the sh*t that i will never say cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and b*tch all f*cking day maybe the gra** is green in other states where i choose to reside maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my f*cking eye and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine my mind's a scary f*cking place and i can't fix it while i drive but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono sc***ming by my side is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth -ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through cause i'm a f*cking wreck oh what the heck why do i even try i lie in the gra** high off my a** & watch the clouds just pa** on by if life has a purpose i am nervous to unravel what is mine i'll trip & i'll travel down the rabbit hole & ditch my bags inside #BITEKI #GUARDIN #AMV Sing Yesterday for Me Anime AMV