Transcending the Rainbow RA: Course 13 Accursed Rose

First level I was really scared of, because of how miserable it went last time. I spent multiple days on it and didn't even choke the final path. This time I died once close to the end and still got the star in no time, at least if we only count attempts. I just wish I wouldn't get that nervous all the time and had more motivation for attempts. I wanted to go live at 1pm and at 4pm I was finally able to force myself starting attempts, because I am always to scared of the pressure. I have no idea how people can spend longer on attempts than on practice. My practice time is always like 10-20 times higher.